because these things will change can you feel it now? these walls that they put up to hold us back will fall down this revolution, the time will come for us to finally win and we'll sing hallelujah, we'll sing hallelujah
tonight we stand, get off our knees fight for what we've worked for all these years and the battle was long, it's the fight of our lives but we'll stand up champions tonight
it was the night things changed can you see it now? these walls that they put up to hold us back fell down it's a revolution, throw your hands up cause we never gave in and we sang hallelujah, we sang hallelujah hallelujah
this song is an inspiration! yeah the sea games is finally here! we have trained hard & long. now we must show what we are capable of. we must break the walls they put up & never give in! we must believe! we can do it! COME ON!
12:48 AM
Saturday, December 05, 2009
"treasure your loved ones when they are around" has been said by so many people over & over again. it was reinforeced in me again recently.
sneaked out to lot 1 on thurs night. suddenly i remembered wen bin just got posted into my camp as a sct. so i called & asked him whether he wanted to eat anything. he told me he was not in camp & that his dad just passed away. "oh crap!" i thought.
straight away, i activated the whole 4/8 gang & we were down at his dad's wake in full force the next night. i was realy pleased our 4/8 clique srill shares such close bond & support for each other(:
we just couldn't stay solemn & quiet for long. we started to talk cock & the laughters got louder & ended only at 2am. we certainly helped wen bin to laugh away all his worries & sorrow.
i'm looking forward to the traditional xmas bbq & stayover at ben's place! here's three cheers to 4/8!
11:55 PM
Monday, November 30, 2009
went to sitex with randy the IT kia on thurs afternoon. he made me wait inside jurong east mrt for almost an hour & i overstayed in the end! but i forgave him in the end as he helped me search up & down the fair for the bestest laptop at the bestest price. this stylo milo asus costs just $1500 with 3-year warranty! 4gb ddr3 ram. 500gb hdd. the laptop was so worth the money i still had some spare money. so i bought myself a stylo milo ipod nano! $8 cheaper than outside, plus screen protector, condom & adaptor charger! this is why people shop at IT fairs. WOOHOO! happy with my coup!
1:33 PM
Saturday, November 21, 2009
we walked hand in hand we laughed and cried over trivial things
we were innocent and bright in those days
if i could have just a wish come true now i want to see you again
you decided that day that you would walk all alone on the endless road over that cloud to the sky
leaving here so many things i want to tell of and talk about
this song is written for her looooong time friend. her name is natsuki. natsuki however committed suicide. nobody knew why.
imagine writing a song & singing about your dearest friend who passed away. ayumi showed just all the emotions!
12:39 AM
Friday, November 20, 2009
back from the asian championship in suphanburi, thailand.
just when i tried very hard & played well in the past, there were few or no trophies. now i still tried very hard but didn't play well, i got a trophy. didn't play well i mean i played the worst of the many competitions i had been to.
i was so disgusted by the way i played i didn't want to touch, talk about or take a look at the trophy. anthony said "my team was a joke. there was no shooter. the pointer couldn't point. the millier couldn't cover." yeah i had no excuses & nothing to say.
it was noted i was extremely passive during games. how to talk tactics & talk cock when i was so disappointed & ashamed of my play. i spent most of the time when i was not throwing thinking how i could play better.
and everybody seemed to be hinting the vice president should do something. i'm still not used to the extra responsibility. but i guess i've to start doing something. i don't want to be one who does nothing.
felt really lousy the night we came back & the morning after. the poor performances in suphanburi. i got worried about sea games. a vice president who has done nothing so far. the fucked up & hack care attitude i had. i had never felt so depressed before. i didn't want to talk to anyone at home the whole day.
but i straightened my thoughts towards the end of the day. i have to buck up for sea games. i need to stop seeing things just on the surface. i need to start thinking & start making things happen!
11:57 PM
Monday, November 16, 2009
off to the asian championship in suphanburi, thailand from today to thurs! hmmm... a good warm-up for sea games in laos. the opponents are going to be more or less the same. and the environment too! 3rd world. no entertainment, lousy food, lousy accommodation and more...
12:24 AM
beautiful! sweet! how i wished i'm the teddy bear sitting next to my dear ayu!
you once said long ago while stroking my hair, when you wake up, there'll be a nice present waiting for you by your pillow i lay sleeping with my arms crossed around my chest, looking forward to the morning when i woke up, i found by my pillow a teddy bear in place of you
12:19 AM
Saturday, November 07, 2009
it's a month to the sea games! IT'S THE SEA GAMES OMG! athletes live to go to these major meets. this is certainly going to be the highlight of my 8-year petanque career!
all psyched up after the last of many sports psycho workshops last night. can we win a medal at the sea games? YES WE CAN! it was the last but the most enjoyable. teck & me talked cock with the sports psychologist & the beach volleyball coach the whole night!
and before the workshop, i drove around this little island by myself. i drove to sports council to change the sea games yonex stuff & had injection. i drove to queensway to meet teck, then to vivo then back to sports council for the workshop. small island? at times, i don't know how to get around this small island for nuts! i didn't know how to go to queensway from kallang. teck said "come out of ssc, make a u-turn, turn right, exit to ECP by fort road then AYE." ooohhh!
another weekend means another round of epl. surely liverpool can beat birmingham this week right?! deeply hurt by what liverpool is doing to me now. surely, it's not about alonso, gerrard & torres. we've won without them before! the whole team is short on confidence. and when they raise their game, somehow they are cursed. let lyon score in the 90th min?! the sea games & me edging closer to ord each day keep my mind away from the sorry plight liverpool is in right now.
